I am called Hope Doomed because
I get mentally exhausted

I am scared of losing my footing
I am trying to figure things out. I feel oppressed and hopeless. I make negative impact on others by sharing ideas out of place.
I often feel
bleak, despondent, futureless, futile, resigned
I want to be
energized, relevant, impactful, inspiring, wise
I succeed when
I limit my natural overthinking and stubbornness
I am brave enough to try new things
I realize I have nothing to lose and everything to gain
I trust the wisdom revealed by experience